Monday, August 28, 2006
is she for real? part 2
First off...my dream last night!Aah..its Juian! This time, medyo clear na sya.Nung first time kse,malbo e. School ulit ang setting. I duno wher pero parang sa Pilot,pero may ibang scenes na parang school sya sa taiwan or somewhere,,basta!Ako daw si Anna Kournikova..woah!^^ And then,may kasama ako na look-alike din ni Kournikova. I cant tell kung sino ako dunpero I think I played both. Anyway,may inakyat akong stair,sa taas nun, andun si Julian..standing next to his car. Nag-bow ako sa kanya,pero deadma lang sya. Naka-frown pa nga sya. But when he was inside the car,he smiled sweetly at me. Good god! Buti na lang I didnt forget that part. Im wondering,bakit kaya school ulit ang setting,considering Im not even enjoying school right now! Arrgh! I cant wait for this module to be over. Because next module, wala na ang mga phonies and feeling cool na mga buwisit na yun.
Finally! Nagkita na kami ni Mira. She and my "dear" bestfriend,Lex,picked me up at the cafe. Thats hevy sarcasm there in case you didnt oticed. I sooo hate her! Lex is soo getting on my nerves! Pano ba naman, I was telling Mira how excited I am for her aby,and Lex keep saying "huu..platik". Gah! Parang nawala yung excitement ko that time,pero inignore ko na lang sya. I jut couldnt understand whe she'd sdaid that. Eventhough,pabiro yun,nakakainis talaga! Lately,lagi nakong naiinis kay Lex. I duno if this friendship would still work out.Kase naman,parang she's enjoying annoying me I dunno if she's aware she's doing it but I dont are. She's doing it and Im hating her! Unfiar? Whatever..I have had it!
[sigh]No more My Girl tonight..[sigh]
Im not gonna see Julian anymore...[sigh] Oh I know! Im going to print pictures of him..[giggles]
posted by Carina @ 1:03 AM
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Drama!
Oh boy!My Mom puts a terrible act tonight.She went crazy again,because she was getting tired.Fuck,I didnt tell her to do the laundry,washed the dishes and moved that heavy table all by herself!Ok,my Dad was sitting on his chair while wathing tv and I was lyinh on my back in the sofa.I am totally aware that she's doing too much,in fact I was waiting for her to finish doing the laundry so I could wash the dishes then.But its too late,,she went mad!But then again,the whole drama was unneessary.So,,immture.But I have to understand her or else,we'll be at eah other's nerves again.
Tonight's the last night of My Girl.OMG!I thought Im not gonna see this episode because of my MOm's drama...but nothing could stop me from wathing it!Harhar!The ending was simple but its all good..i liked it.[sobs]Im not gonna see Julian again..hmm Im gonna watch out for the replay...Aaahh,Im going to miss him!I hope I'll dream about him tonight.Oh by the way,.its Chad's birthday today..I almost forgot about him beause of Julian..well I wont,he'll be in my thoguhts forever...Gudnight!
posted by Carina @ 1:02 AM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Holocaust
Tonight on Oprah,the topic was about the holocaust that happened somewhere,,I dunno,but I'll figure it out.It was so devastating.I cant believe something that terrible is happening.Imagine,there are people being slaughtered everyday.How fuck up is that!I was so overwhelmed when I saw a little boy carrying the body of a little child,could be dead.I wish I could do something.I dont understand why this happens.These things make me wonder more about God's existence.I mean,why would he allow something like this.I know this isnt the time for my negativity.Its just so heartbreaking to know that there are people being tortured,its not humane.They were being murdered because of their color,beliefs and just because they're weak.Why???
Elie Wiesel,the author of the book "Night" was a survivor of the holocaust himself.Oprah organised an essay writing contest about the book,and 50,000 people responded.50 was chosen to be the winners.Some of the winners had experienced abuse that they could relate to the Prof. Wiesel's book.There was one girl whose grandmother was a survivor of the holocaust said that,even if her grandmother died,no one should ever forget what happened and that such crucial things happened in the past.I was moved by this episode.I so admire Mr. Wiesel and he's one of my fave authors now eventhough I havent read any of his books..well lets just say, I look up to him.
Alright...today?uhm..not much.Ghe and I took pictures using Shane's cellphone.We had it print too..I liked my pose so Im gonna post it in my friendster.^__^
posted by Carina @ 1:00 AM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Chocolate Crunchies!
Hey, Im watching Oprah. But I cant relate to tonight's topic. Its about marriage. Well Im only 20 and I dont even have a boyfriend, so that explains it. Really now. Wow, Im 20..and it still havent hit me yet. I mean, I didnt feel like Im 20,its like it didnt happen. Hmm,what does a 20 y/o girl suppose to feel? Gah! I dunno!
Earlier this evening, my sister dropped by before going to wrok. I was still bummed about the other night when I found out that my chocolate crunchies were gone missing! I suspected that my sister took it so I confronted her. She said then that Mom told her to take it. But it turned out that Mon meant the biscuits not my precious chocolates!!! Alright, there was a misunderstanding but then again, she should have ask me! She should have known that those were mine. So we argued. She said I was being madamot and that it was my nephew who ate my chocolates not her so I shouldnt be realyy mad! What the heck! Im not! All I was saying was she should have ask permission! You see! That's one thing I really hate. Tell me, am I being unreasonable???
Tonight, I cooked dinner..Ginisag Sardinas. Feh! I know, its not really pecial. But it s an achievemnet for me because I cooked it myself,but of course with my Mom behind giving me instructions. I ccouldnt do it without her anyway I dunno what's come over me to ccook our dinner,,I guess Im just in the mood. Ginisa,,how pathetic!
By the way, I got a text message from Kuya Vinch-my former officemate. He said he misses my company. Aww.. I thought that was sweet, but I was taken aback when he told me not to tell anyone about it. He said he doesnt want her girlfriend to know that. Im like, why not? There's nothing wrong about him missing me.He's like my "kuya" na nga e...duh! He's making such a big deal about it He was so persistent that we keep it to ourselves so I said, Alright! Afterall, I dont have any plans of telling it to anyone. What for? At the end of the conversation, he said that he would like me to hug him again if I visit,because I did the last time. And he thanked me for being sweet. I guess he likes that. One thing though,,I think he was flirting with me. Euww...that give m creeps...Alright,,gotta sleep!
posted by Carina @ 12:52 AM
Monday, March 06, 2006
is she for real?
My "bestfriend" is getting on my nerves!!!..I fucking hate her..I am the type of person who never,NEVER likes the idea that I share the same thing with anyone.I always wanted to be different.And here comes my fuck-up "bestfriend" who seem to be copying me.My sister told me that I should be flattered!..but NO!!!..I am so annoyed and disturbed by the way she's acting.I am so annoyed when I saw the caption "Prepare to be charmed" on one of her pics on friendster!..Damn it!..Im not saying that she have no right to use those words..but Heck!..I used those phrases first!..and she knows that!..Also,that MOON thing.I told her before that I sooo love the moon.And all of sudden,the moon became her favorite thing too..-__-...What really REALLY makes me mad is when I saw the new bg in her site..it was my favorite band..THE USED!!!wtf!!!!!!She doesnt even know them!She doesnt know a song..she doesnt know a fucking lyric!!!...*takes deep breath*
She's like stealing my identity.Im thinking if she's unaware that she's actually doing it or she's really doing it on purpose just to annoy me!I dont want her copying me!..But,,,I couldnt tell her because I dont wanna hurt her feelings!,,she's a fucking drama queen!..*breathes*..I cant believe Im typing this,,I dont want to write anything bad about her,,but this time I just cant help it!I dunno if I could ever tell her these things,,I guess never...*sigh*I dunno what to do.Sometimes,I think if she just like annoying me.Whatever...
posted by Carina @ 12:19 AM
